Another human roaming.

I don’t believe it, it seems just like yesterday that I took that plane back for this cold and wet state. I can still remember the day, I had to take a cab back to campus because no one could pick me up.

Now, just months later, my undergraduate career is coming to an end. I have officially 4 more weeks of mugging life, then I have till next January to prepare myself for the outcome of Honours class. The next few months is going to be trying and really scary, because it will determine the outcome of whether I have to go into the scary working world, or if I get to enjoy more of student life in Perth.

Honestly, I am really scared, I do not know the future, nor do I have the key to my future, all that I can be certain about is that God will lead me through this path, as He holds the key to my future, and whatever comes, all I have to do is submit, for only when there is wholehearted submission then His plans will come through. Through the last month of eager searching (and rejections) for a supervisor to take me on for Honours year, I have learnt that God will hear my pleas and cries even though I may think that He won’t hear. Or that something won’t happen till very much later, many a times, God knows my impatient nature, and almost immediately, He has sent me responses. Secretly, I wish He would do so for all circumstances, that I do not have to wait for the passing of time then to be able to know of my future, just like how it is in the movie ‘Click’.

But I reckon, should I move on in life so quickly, I will not have the opportunity to learn from the in between process, I won’t say enjoy, for some circumstances and passings are never enjoyable, but rather, pretty nerve wrecking, like me trying to secure a Supervisor for my Honours class. I think it is all these in between processes that really makes me grow more as a person and builds up my intimacy with God that really keeps me going in times of hardships and doubts.

As I look back on what Perth has given me, I can safely say, it is much more than just an education in terms of the world, but I have also educated myself with God, and come to realise that there are greater things that have yet to come into my life.

As I step out into the next phase of my life, it is with much anticipation and excitement, regardless of what is in store, for I know, it is what the Lord has planned for for me.

With much enthusiasm and excitement, I embrace my future.